John McIlwain
Stepping Away
Step by step,
The tethers of a mundane world
Release.
A lifetime’s career
Ends piece by piece;
Leaves falling from a tree
That’s sheltered and held me safe.
When at last the guests
Have left the party,
The room now quiet,
It’s time to clean the house
And reminisce.
A sadness of leaving,
Yet the silence welcome.
It’s a new time,
A time to rest,
And be restless;
A time to explore new pathways,
Look at life anew.
Nothing to do
But trust;
New life emerging,
New spring leaves,
Another round of guests
To welcome and embrace.
There’s tenderness and loss,
Like losing the familiar store,
The one across the street,
Where they knew your name.
But it comes,
The end of the career,
(Hard to even write it).
So much life gone,
All memories now,
Good ones and hard as well.
Settling in to a new land,
One without paths.
Like cresting a hill to find
Only fog,
No view ahead.
So step slowly,
Softly,
Listen,
There will be guides,
All in time.
Allow the healing,
Honor the pain,
Welcome the loss,
The gift of endings,
For more will come
In their own good time.
Practice letting the wheel turn free,
Look around
For life teems everywhere.
Be grateful for this breath,
Be kind,
And honor the guides.